Scattered
That's how I feel, scattered. My attention is fragmented. I hop like a flea. Internet! Kindle! A sandwich! CNN! Camera phone! Cats! The LA Times ! Clutter busting! MLB channel! Dog! It's taken me a while, since Monday actually, to recognize that my frenetic behavior signifies that I am dipping in and out of thinking about the bombs on that day in Boston and just can't do any more than dip. I want to know the details, except I really don't want to know the details. Lurid newspaper photos of a fertilizer plant explosion in Texas merge in my mind with images of a bloodied Copley Square. The look of my grandson's perfect little body and the sound of his joyous, innocent laugh are mixed in there too, as are snapshots of shattered limbs. Life is a hard business. We are all in it together; even the perpetrators of evil acts (Boston) or careless acts (Texas) are our siblings, bound to us in this human family by the universal cycle of birth, life, and death. I...